Friday, March 04, 2011
Baby Chua , i really do love you. I would even catch a grenade for you. @ 6:47 AM |
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Baby boy ,
its been 31 days since you leave me. I really miss you alot. You've no idea how i hide those feelings with my friends. I tried to be strong , tried to let others know that i can wait for you and also tried to show others how i can stop my tears without you here. You will never know what a weakling i am right inside my heart. I could just think through all the times we spent together. How we watch show , we cooked , how you would wake me up , how you would tease me , how you hug me , how you kissed me , how you would protect and love me with all your means. You think i do not have feelings when i see all my friends attached happily and spent their times with their boyfriends or girlfriends? My heart turns sour whenever i see such scenarios but i like seeing it as i can see how sweet , loving and how they can be together so easily. I wish you were right here with me to accompany me through my life and walking with me with all the obstacles i am encountering. I admit , i did have the thought why should i be treated like that? At this age i should have find someone who will be here with me. Why must you be so selfish and why must i be treated in such a unfair manner? Anyway , i just can't believe you don't trust me. Although i know because of past events about me and that you are not with me , you will tend to worry more and you couldnt trust me. I really do hope you can trust me as TRUSt is the key for a love. Hope you know i really do love you , darling. I miss you , your hugs , your kisses and you pampering me. Mwahz , my dearest baby Chua! <3
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Friday, March 04, 2011





Baby boy ,
its been 31 days since you leave me. I really miss you alot. You've no idea how i hide those feelings with my friends. I tried to be strong , tried to let others know that i can wait for you and also tried to show others how i can stop my tears without you here. You will never know what a weakling i am right inside my heart. I could just think through all the times we spent together. How we watch show , we cooked , how you would wake me up , how you would tease me , how you hug me , how you kissed me , how you would protect and love me with all your means. You think i do not have feelings when i see all my friends attached happily and spent their times with their boyfriends or girlfriends? My heart turns sour whenever i see such scenarios but i like seeing it as i can see how sweet , loving and how they can be together so easily. I wish you were right here with me to accompany me through my life and walking with me with all the obstacles i am encountering. I admit , i did have the thought why should i be treated like that? At this age i should have find someone who will be here with me. Why must you be so selfish and why must i be treated in such a unfair manner? Anyway , i just can't believe you don't trust me. Although i know because of past events about me and that you are not with me , you will tend to worry more and you couldnt trust me. I really do hope you can trust me as TRUSt is the key for a love. Hope you know i really do love you , darling. I miss you , your hugs , your kisses and you pampering me. Mwahz , my dearest baby Chua! <3
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