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Friday, September 17, 2010
Bottom of my heart. @ 7:59 AM | 0 talkative person(s)
Once my baby boy , i really planned not to be jealous over little things , not to quarrel over little things and not to show my attitude like a fcuking crazy bitch. I tried so hard to control everything to cherish the times we spent together by not wasting time on those nonsense caused by me. Remember back to 2008 , how we threw mentos at each other at blk 222? Remember how you protect me when Sakthi have problem with the Indian lady at RC? Remember how we ton together with KimYan at Bishan8 like Husband , wife and children? Remember how you first hold my hand and pulled me away when i insist on seeing my friend doing obscene stuffs after they sniffed glue? Remember how you first called me acting like you was asking about Serene stuffs when i was in the MRT? There are still alot memories. Remember how hurt we both were when i was holding another guy and we (plus other friends) went out together? And today is 2 years 5months 25days since we first stead. We quarreled alot about third parties stuff but i was glad because we both chose to quarrel as we both still care. Many unhappy events did happened between this period of time. Happy , sad , excited and also angry moments we shared. We went to zoo on the 11thSeptember2010 whch is also a special date. We spent our time exploring the little adorable creatures. It was really a very special moments for me. I am really happy we went to the zoo together. I am glad you decided to bring me over when i told you that i would wish to go to the zoo. I guess i have really grown up. After what i see today which you also know what i saw , i would normally throw my tantrums , shout and do silly stuff which only those ppl from IMH will do. Today i realised i learnt how to cool down , relax and think about myself before reprimanding others. I found out that i was totally selfish for all the things i do. I am sorry for the past , i do not know whether will we be together again , at least i want you to know i really do treasure you in any way. Thanks for everything you have done. Its appreciated. =D
CharmaineTan Hubby , as for you , don't think too much. Let nature take its course. If its yours its always your , if its not it never will. Just treasure everything now in order not to regret in future like now. But , i do agree with you that long relationships is really hard to give up as there is too much memories. Dont blame yourself for anything because we , as well as others , knows that we are not computer or any machineries that we could just ( "select all" > right click > "delete" > comfirm ) and everything will just gone in a *poof*! No such shit. Just give yourself a little time , relax and start to let go bit by bit. Memories can still stay with you as memories are thinkings that teach us what to do in future. All the best to you. I love you , anything just give me a call/text. =]
