Haix.. Todae finally saw Sathi lerhx...The boii whom i missh so much , as a fren nia larhx... =] Hmmm...Den went to slack wib him and baby but Sathi have to go home early due to his probation , sian lorhx...Tot of tonning wib them after my curfew de but i dun think can liao lorhx...Sadded sia... At nite me and baby slack de time was like fcuking bored larhx...The feelings like wasnt there anymore...Really damn sad..Wish to emo alone...I even bought a pen knife wanting to go back those childish thinking times and start cutting my hand like nobodies business... Wish to be alone and cut ubtil i happy but baby and wuxim dun wan me be alone... I dun wish to disobey them but in the same time i really wan emo , wad can i do sia?? Haix... At night chat wib baby on MSN and promised him lots of things which i think i can do larhx...Was rather happy he finally sae out wad he wanted and wad inside his heart... Now i really wanna be emo lerhx...TaKeAiRe , peeps ! =']

Haix.. Todae finally saw Sathi lerhx...The boii whom i missh so much , as a fren nia larhx... =] Hmmm...Den went to slack wib him and baby but Sathi have to go home early due to his probation , sian lorhx...Tot of tonning wib them after my curfew de but i dun think can liao lorhx...Sadded sia... At nite me and baby slack de time was like fcuking bored larhx...The feelings like wasnt there anymore...Really damn sad..Wish to emo alone...I even bought a pen knife wanting to go back those childish thinking times and start cutting my hand like nobodies business... Wish to be alone and cut ubtil i happy but baby and wuxim dun wan me be alone... I dun wish to disobey them but in the same time i really wan emo , wad can i do sia?? Haix... At night chat wib baby on MSN and promised him lots of things which i think i can do larhx...Was rather happy he finally sae out wad he wanted and wad inside his heart... Now i really wanna be emo lerhx...TaKeAiRe , peeps ! =']